I recently just had to smile about nerds who think they could rant at me. Srsly, when there's is something I hate and find pathetic then it is nerds acting as if I don't know what I am doing. Srsly... you make me laugh so hard XD

Anyway, I just looked at my newest deviation and thought about why it would be cool to take pictures in such a way also in the future. And why I like it.
Ok... I'm an artist. Not a photographer, not a very outstanding drawer, but I'm a person who is able to capture feelings. Be it my own or those of other people. Feelings are the most important stuff for me ^^
People on DA dunno me so well, because I only submit cosplayphotos, but in reality I paint a lot (I just dun have photos of the pictures because they are in my parent's residence on the walls *coughs*), I also draw a lot (but not good enough for the internetz XD or even good enough for myself...) I've been also photographing stuff before I've become a cosplayer. Plus I design fashion since childhood (and sewing it too), I edit videos and I do webdesign. I cut and color hair and I'm pretty good with colors in all life situations.

Soooo... I dunno why I started crossplaying, it just was fascinating me from the start. First it were cool clothes and then cool hair and then the character. I'm an RPG-playing person since childhoodness and I love to play roles. And I love yaoi. When I first learned about this stuff it felt weird and my parents hate it XD But now it mostly feels totally natural to me. I hate clichés XD

I really hate them.

Uhm... posing such pictures or also planning them and working to get them into reality is like drawing a picture. I love well drawn shonen-ai art, but I fucking cannot do it myself, which I soooo hate ;____; BUT as a cosplayer I can at least try to get our message in form of a photo towards the viewers. And I will not stop to do so, because it is SO much work to get a good picture posed and photographed. Of 300 photos in the end mostly only 5-10 are good even IF the photographer is super cool, because you have to like yourself on the picture too and have to be satisfied with the feeling to it. So yeah... people who think cosplay/crossplay photography is no art or cheap or ugly should GTFO (in 4chan language).

I have amazing people I know here through DA, so I don't need some stupid jerks who think they are cool telling people "suck" "ugly" "fail" and "kisama"
At least I know I have a life |D

So on another note, I'm away this weekend. We have training in another town for a stage-show end of the year. I will meet my dear showgroup yey I hope it won't be too stressful because I have computer science projects to work on right when I come back. So... yeah. I'm always updating a little piece of Twilight Fire, but it will take a while until everythings up, sorry ^^"

Have a nice weekend

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